"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34. After all today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.

i have never been successful in trying to live my life with that philosophy. so i am trying to now. so far it's a lot easier this way, except when worries start creeping in. but i try to either address them or let them go.

also? i HATE bicyclists. because invariably, you're driving, there's one on the side of the road pedaling away, and you feel bad for them and a little guilty as you veer around them....and THEN. THEN you get to the red light, where they swerve over to get BETWEEN LANES--you know, like they're riding ON the dotted lines that separate the slow lane from the one next to it--AND RUN THE FUCKING RED LIGHT IN THE BETWEEN-LANES AREA. if you're gonna ask me to share the fucking road, follow the fucking LAWS. like red lights. oh yeah, and then three red lights down the road, repeat scenario, only this time the light turns green while bicyclist in question is between lanes but not through the red light yet so then tries to cut off CARS WHO ARE GOING FASTER THAN HIM ALREADY BECAUSE LET'S FACE IT, CARS DO THAT and nearly ends up commiting suicide because that car he tried to cut off? yeah, that's me, and after three red lights of this shit i'm pretty pissed, so bigod if he wants to be in the "between" lane that he fucking created so he could run a red light, let him STAY THERE OR I'LL RUN OVER HIM. ASSWIPE. i swear to god if i see him again i'm going to get far left in my lane so he can't do that shit. and maybe accidentally have to open my door/stick something out the window to pour out/etc.

and that is why bicyclists suck ass and should never be allowed to share the road. because to them, "share the road" means "let the bicycle do whatever the fuck it wants but YOU CAN'T RUN OVER IT no matter how many laws it breaks because it's just a poor wittle bicycle."

fuckers.