ahhh

it's nice to relax a little. just coasting right now...working, coming home, relaxing, hanging with my girlies in a-town.

making some MONEY. i'm almost to the point where i can start replenishing my savings instead of depleting it (my insurance payment on monday and the eye doctor today made that not quite a reality just yet).

i have concluded that although i may not be all that challenged by my work and i may be bored with it in a year, at least i like the people and there is NEVER any work stress from them. they're great. really, my job isn't stressful at all, because i'm not really ever made to feel the pressure from deadlines. at least not yet. i think this means i'm not super duper important, but that's ok with me for a while.

pray for mama. or send her good thoughts if you don't believe in religion. she's a trooper but the meds are really screwing with her mentally and physically. i think it's going to be a long road, i just hope she can see the light at the end of the tunnel--actually, i hope there IS a light at the end of the tunnel, that she won't be forced to live like this for the rest of her life, only being her true self in her dreams. sigh. wishing i could do more for her than just be there and feel helpless.